My Reviews

by **HeavyMetalGamer** » Thu Apr 19, 2012 6:05 pm

Posted from my blog on Facebook

"I know it hasn't been a week since I shut my channel down, I was talking to some close friends of mine, about what I did, and why, and we talked about the whole deal, and I have come to realize, that I fucked up.

I can also hear it now. I TOLD YOU SO, I FUCKING TOLD YOU, lol, your right, you are exactly right, and I was a dumb fuck from the beginning.

I can't really make any excuses to why I shut my channel down, I could say that it was because I had a lot of stress, and my mind was overloaded with a lot of things, other projects that were non gaming, and offline stuff. I just wasn't thinking.

Plus I think I pushed myself to do reviews way to hard. It was suppose to be fun, and not a priority. Hell I had 15 review scripts done, and all I needed to do was record footage, and throw it together. Why I did that, I don't know, it was stupid, really fucking stupid.

So, I owe everyone an apology, pure and simple, I mean I had close to 3700 subscribers, and I threw that all away. That took 3 years to get. I know a lot of people are pissed off, and hate my guts right now, and I totally agree, if I was in your shoes I would feel the same way.

I have been debating the day or so, on what I am going to do. I could just leave it at this, and move on, or I can create another new account, and start from scratch, and start all over again. I know some will want that, and I know some will hate that, I haven't come to a 100% conclusion on this yet.

If I do come back, of course I am going to have to make a video similar to this blog, for those that don't follow me on Facebook, and all the gaming forums/sites I post at, and I am not expecting all to forgive me, I am only human, and we all make mistakes, and this time I made a real stupid one."

As for my old reviews and videos, before anyone asks, those are gone, completely gone. I didn't save them for backups, so it will be a completely fresh start. As for when I will release videos. It will be when I see fit, it might be every week, every 2 weeks, maybe a couple a week, it all depends. I want to make it fun again, that is the point of this, having fun.

That is, if I decide to create a new account. I need to think about this.

Once again, I apologize for this dumb fuck move. I don't expect everyone to forgive.

Thanks,

Heavy Metal Gamer

\,,/ "

by **JAHGoVeg** » Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:10 pm

Awww.... HT cares about us.

Edit:
Crap Didn't see that latest post... err... I meant

Awesome man, We hope to see your videos in the future or at least I do. (:

by **PMJPlay** » Fri Apr 20, 2012 6:33 am

Well you are family AR! You were already forgiven!

by **Hot Trout** » Fri Apr 20, 2012 9:24 am

Everyone goes through stages like that but I have to be honest and say I am stunned that you did not have a backup and that all your reviews are gone. That is a real shame. Also throwing away several hundred followers was also a very silly thing to do. That all said I really do hope you start again, I liked your approach. Maybe what you need is a steady base like theoldcomputer.com to back you up (pitching like mad) and that way we could help you review and also add other material around the reviews to pad them out a bit.

Seriously consider it, the community here would love to get involved.